i dont want to go back to school.

i have this ominous feeling that i will sink to rock bottom in jc.

i dont want to start burning midnight oil so soon. i am not ready.

i miss dunman. gosh.

yay i finally finished war of the genders!

MET UP WITH TEACHERS IN DUNMAN ROTTED AT HOME ON TUESDAY! i could barely walk yesterday so i gave that session a miss. damn.

SAKAE TEPPANYAKI WITH GEORGE AND EDMOND ON TODAY! limped to the airport!

CYCLING OUTING ROTTING AT HOME AGAIN TOMORROW! how would you expect a person who injured her knee and feet to cycle?

SHOPPING WITH MUMMY AND AUNTY ON FRIDAY!

SHOPPING WITH JOELYNN ON SATURDAY!

of course, shopping alleviates pain. it simply makes the world go round.

FAMILY DAY ON SUNDAY! and i’ll be getting my new specs.

shit, school is going to reopen soon. drama time!

to all those who looked down on me/despised me/ scorned me whatever,

shit you and damn you!

4 years is enough, and thank you for being so shocked by my o’s results.

i will never forgot what the people involved did.

yay i am back!

holidays= shanghai+hongkongdramas+outing+slacking+reading+exercising+fretting+lamenting+thinking

okay, results are out and fretting+worrying times are poof! gone just like that. how long ago was it when i kept dreaming that i got 18 points+c6 for humans and english?

yay i feel so happy for 4a’09 because we did well! we did ourselves proud and proved to everyone that we could do it!

from now, the bubble protecting and enclosing me has been burst, and i am going to struggle/survive/cope out there all on my own. its rather scary and risky, and i dont know what lies ahead of me.

okay that’s all for now. (:

and its kinda sad that i am no more a dunmanite although i used to lament about dunman. that’s stupid of me and i will definitely miss dunman!

life after o’s is boring and its killing me. i have to get a job as soon as possible before i end up spending all my money on clothes and dramas. if this goes on, i will find myself inflated like a balloon and addicted to dramas(although i am already haha). i better start indulging myself in story books and exercise!

i will be leaving for shanghai in 3 days time and will be there for 11 days. damn. i will miss the next issue of i-weekly featuring all my favourite artistes, i will miss all my friends, and last but not least i will not be able to watch my hk drama for 11 days! haha i sound like a dumb ass. daddy was packing the stuffs that my singapore relatives bought for my china relatives. i swear that we look like we are escaping the country from a war. we have to lug at least 5 luggages to china. PLEASE I FEEL THAT I AM GOING TO MIGRATE THERE.  the luggage is filled with chicken rice + bak kut teh spices, some mustafa stuff, clothes that i think they can get it in china. its just crazy and overboard. i told mum that we shouldn’t have told the whole kampong that we are going to shanghai. at least it would spare me the agony of lugging these heavy luggages to the airport.

wait, i should be happy and elated that i am taking a plane (haha i sound so suaku but i just love it!) and it is snowing in ningbo. i just dont have the usual excitement blah blah blah.

my sister will be getting her results on thursday, and i dont feel worried or excited for her. this makes sense, since our eight characters clash. whatever about her.

maybe i have just wasted 3 minutes of your time. pardon me, i’ve just drank vodka.

yay off to my beloved dramas!

i have almost forgetten that i have a blog.

o levels is over almost over. just alphabeth manipulation and chinese left, but i have already watched 8 episodes of beyond the realm of conscience, the hk drama. i just kept me hooked onto the tv set, anticipating the next episode. for survival, people get unscrupulous.

o levels was utter horror but cambridge got their retribution! they have more intense competition with other unis in the world hahaha. nevertheless, i dont think i can reach my goals.

just in conclusion, life was bad for the past few months, be it studies or whatsoever.

edwina, endure another 2 weeks and sentosa is awaiting you!

some lessons were boring, some were exhilarating! like bio, because it is a mass lecture, so the atmosphere in there is rather fun and lynn and i kept laughing during the whole 4 hours lesson. and molecular genetics is not that tough after all, although bio cher kept scaring us by saying how difficult it is. at least i understood the basics.

not forgetting homework is pilling up like nobody’s business and i doubt i can finish it on time.

60++ days to prelims, i better start studying and stop going on facebook.

kbox with danica and shuting on monday, sentosa outing cum cycling with nisya, wei qing, sheri, idaffi danica, ei huan and maybe lynn shiuheng and joanne on the last week of the holidays. you can come if you want. like what idaffi said, some people might be studying for a levels already, so no point for a class outing!

when i saw choir camp when i went for night studies yesterday, i longed for npcc camp to be held in june too, so that we would be more carefree and we dont have to be tied down by different responsibilities. but its over, and ruined for us, so i guess i have to wait till the next npcc camp ( if i know about it) and enjoy myself really as a senior.

lets hope that i dont screw up my remaining bio spa and physics spa.

last week, i had a horrible nightmare. i dreamt that i was held hostage by some terrorist group! i ran and ran and ran, then i woke up. lol. i guess that happened after i read the article about the 2 american reporters who are detained in the notorious north korean prison. please, dont let this happen to me.

i have completed slumdog millionaire and i swear that it is a wonderful book! the  perfect quintessence of a good book.